As most of you know, by now I'm pretty much in debt up to my ears, and seeing as how I'm almost five and a half feet tall, that's a long way for the debt to pile up. And as everybody knows, I don't hav e a rich mommy and daddy to give me $100,000...

So yeah, I think I've decided something. I'm going to stop looking. Now that my brain is working a little bit better, i realized that I probably didn't love all those guys I've been going after lately, I've just loved one or more qualities they've...

I'm starting to wonder if I even know what I want at this point. The school front is right, I know I want that, but everything else is jumbled. Do I want Ben? Or Lee? Or any guy or girl I know? Or do I just want companionship, someone to hug me, hold...

Lately, it's just been way too hot. And when it gets hot, I don't know about you, but I get fairly miserable. There's something about the heat that just makes me feel so low. I'm probably a bad person, but when I get low, I crave sweets, because the...

As you may have guessed, I'm back from the hospital. I went in Friday night, shortly after writing my last post if I remember correctly, and I got out late Thursday afternoon. I ended not cutting when I went in, but while I was waiting to see if they...